I've heard of Hot Tuna, but maybe not heard them. You're a barometer.
That made me laugh.
Allergies can make a person feel tired, I have heard that from doctors I think or read it.
Maybe our bodies have to adjust to new seasons?
Today, I started wondering if I had mono or some sort of thing, no cold or flu symptoms just super tired, I drink too much coffee and then stay up too late is part of it. I looked at the clock at 4 PM and still didn't feel fully awake though. It could be like, pre-menopausal, PMS, seasonal transitional disorder.
Well, there is a very very large mosquito hanging out around me, I don't want to wake up with a bite on my eyelid.
I don't know where it went, it's stealthy and doesn't hhrrrrrmm at all. I'm slapping anywhere my hair tendrils hit my skin.
I wish I had one of those mosquito halos around my bed.
Probably will be good to sell the old house and get it over with. I think you are grieving it, that doesn't sound so weird though.
I mean the old house vs. the new house it's symbolic.
Well, ya it sounds like letting go of the old house is weighing on you. It's obviously been a big transition for you guys.
Are you guys going to travel after you get the old house taken care of?
No, I'm not seeing the therapists right now. Was a community grant for a limited amount of visits, not sure if I have any visits left. Last time I went we were just doing "career counseling". I'm just as miserable as I always am but whatever. C'est la vie.
I'm going over to my mother's house tomorrow. It's her birthday. Feh.
I think I have pre-menopause!! I said that before.
Today I cut the sleeves off of a hand-me down tan suede leather jacket and I think I may have ruined it. The shoulder-pads and lining had to come out also. I'm not sure what to do with the edges since I don't have a sewing machine. Thought I would just rustically do some sort of hand sewing around the arm holes because that is the style but sort of decided maybe it's not worth the time. Maybe it is. I'm not sure. It's washable leather I like that.
I've got a bottle of cod liver oil pills sitting on a dresser.
Next to it is dried peas.
Packets of shampoo
My grandfathers radio that I listen to at night
A piece of paper that I sign saying that I took out the communal garbage
There was a green worm that came off of wildflowers on the dresser that got flicked out the window
I have a bunch of poppy seeds I collected from last year. I want to stand on this overpass area and throw them down onto the industrial area below that just has a lot of dirt and abandoned half torn down weird buildings. I wonder if the poppies will get round-up-ed if I do that? There is not a whole lot growing down there. I know it's not very subversive but it still feels naughty.
Going to lay down flat and see if I fall asleep